Welcome Nick! Have you met with a surgeon yet to discuss your concerns? I think one has to look at the whole picture of not only risks of surgery but also risks of not having surgery. It is a big decision, so I understand getting anxious. I'll be honest with you and tell you that I did have complications following surgery and while I was recuperating I did have remorse. But once I was back on my feet, losing weight, regaining mobility, energy and health, remorse was a thing of the past. Now I'm grateful every day that I had the surgery.