xombina
Member
Entertainingly, it seems like the hardest thing for me to do is post here. I talk about my upcoming surgery with others, its not that I don't - I talk to lots of people. My mom, my sister, and co-workers. I even have a few friends of my mothers that are post surgery.
I have been reading a lot of books on amazon on surgery experiences, watching you tube videos... absorbing tons of info...
When presented with opening a discussion here about stuff like my fears, current pre-op diet with headaches and even stuff that already happened... I stumble. I edit my post a lot. Feel like its nothing... or that I'm just whining. I change the tone, overthink the purpose, and then get hung up on not repeating questions. It feels stupid. Usually, I dont have a problem sharing... this feels so weird.
Seriously - I have only posted 2 times! The intro and surgery date... You think those would have been easy!
You all seem supportive and friendly. I love reading the posts here...
I wish I could pin point the issue I am having.
I have been reading a lot of books on amazon on surgery experiences, watching you tube videos... absorbing tons of info...
When presented with opening a discussion here about stuff like my fears, current pre-op diet with headaches and even stuff that already happened... I stumble. I edit my post a lot. Feel like its nothing... or that I'm just whining. I change the tone, overthink the purpose, and then get hung up on not repeating questions. It feels stupid. Usually, I dont have a problem sharing... this feels so weird.
Seriously - I have only posted 2 times! The intro and surgery date... You think those would have been easy!
You all seem supportive and friendly. I love reading the posts here...
I wish I could pin point the issue I am having.