MamaBearOf4
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So since my surgery back in july i have lost 60+ lbs. I jave done hit my first goal and well on the ways to the second. I just got hit with depression and stress here lately. When i am stressed my stomach hurts and i cant eat anything. I keep on the move even though my heel hurts. My shin pain has gone away. But my legs still feel tight. Like i am wearing a pair of tight pants. I dont regret my surgery not one bit. I came through like trooper and i will keep going the same way. I am doing my blood work this coming week. I have doctor apointments back to back coming up. But u know i would not change it for nothing. I just wish my husband and the 4 boys could feel what i go throughwhen they stress me at meal times. I dont want to lock myself in my room to eat. It makes me feel as if i am doing something wrong. So i do what i can and try my best to get what i need in. Everyone that knows me since i been here knows i very rarely have questions. I carry my binder with me everywhere. And i have looked up everything i need. I have figured i am lactose intolerant because swhen i eat anything with dairy i get pain and feel sick. But i am dealing with it. I tell the boys i have a special milk and they cant have it. But they love all my meals now. I can cook 2 different meal a normal one and then mine. Guess whos get ate faster... If u said mine then u are right.