First of all...CONGRATULATIONS!!!! I am sooo happy for you.
You sound like a mirror-image of me. You are doing just fine.
For the first month I lost only a few pounds, as I was told would happen...but then it was like somewhere around week 5, I got on the scales and wanted to pass out...I was down something like 23 lbs. I had given up weighing every day.
I have met with a lot of post-surgical women (no men yet) and discussed their issues. One of the biggest issues is that we are told to not graze and to eat 4 or 5 small meals. Well guess what, I can't eat a full meal. So I stopped trying. I graze all day long and I eat any dang thing I want to eat. It took me over a year of saying "i cant eat all that" before they finally listened to what I was saying. By "they" I mean the surgeon's assistant and my nutrionist. I just kept being told..try try try. Get up to 1200 calories. EAT.
It finally reached the point where we all threw up our hands. My nutritionist finally understood what I was saying. She finally listened to me. I CAN'T EAT A MEAL LIKE EVERYONE ELSE. Plain and simple.
The instructions I received changed. I was told to graze all day but watch what I eat. Every hour or two I eat something small. My choices are based on what is going on with my body. I consume an additional 70g of protein via drinks. It doesn't matter that it takes me all day to drink it all..what matters is during a 16 hour time frame I consume the calories, fat, carbs, protein, potassium, etc that my body requires to remain healthy.
Make sure you tell your nutritionist next time you see him/her. And if you aren't seeing on, whoever it is you are following-up with.
Trust your instincts. You are going to discover so much more about you that you never imagined. It's wonderful. And the weight will begin spiralling downward any day now. Make sure you take a current photo if you haven't already. You will want the before and after...of that I can guarantee.
I'm excited for you...for everyone...for what lay ahead. Life is wonderful. Smile and remember the alternative...it ain't pleasing!!!!!
Be safe and best to you.
Letrell