Lisa-Your surgery is fast approaching. Like Tom said it's normal to feel a rush of emotions so don't worry too much about that. Try to keep yourself busy before surgery and get things organized at home to make yourself as comfortable as possible when you return home after surgery. Maybe make a run to the store to pick up some things you know you will be using like bottled water, broth or bouillon cubes, cream based soups, etc. Don't foget to get yourself a small blender if you don't have one. Make sure to let us know how you are doing after surgery, all of us will be thinking about you.