MamaBearOf4
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so i have been off for a while dealing with depression and helping the kids with school work is a toll of its own. but i am handling it like a trooper. There is nothing you cant do if you put your mind to it. I have 6 different grades i am helping teach. My cousins kids are with me a whole lot. They was always with me before. So having them back feels normal to me. They are the daughters I was not able to have. so my whole little crew is full again but they keep me on my toes and the girls are actually happy when I can do the smallest of things. I was able to take a few steps without holding on and the boys made fun of me when the girls wanted to throw a party for the little things that is coming back. I make it a point to move as much as possible. so with the stress of the diet and being surrounded by carb eaters are hard. Dealing with depression is hard. dealing with anxiety is hard. dealing with kids are hard but when you have the little things to bring up your spirits then you have all you need. Kids can be a down fall at times but they also can be a up bringing that is needed. They can give and take with the best. But you have to decide to keep pushing for the good and make sure life is being lived to the fullest. I know everyone gets their depression and they think gaining through the hard times are bad. But you are only human. All you have to do is help yourself realize what is causing it and try to fix it before it is to late. I will try to get on more. I just have my plate full and I am trying to get a schedule figured. the one downfall of moving getting the schedule back going right.
