Kim M
Member
I have been really struggling emotionally, For the past 17 months much of my focus has been on losing the weight. I also felt I was doing a great deal of emotional work. Now that I am at goal or close to it, I feel anxious, depressed and fearful. Maybe I was in denial about making the emotional changes needed for long term success. I know that addiction has nothing to do with the food. I have done so much work through the years in dealing with what I thought was the reason I ate. To tolerate the discomfort in my mind, body and spirit. It seems to be worse now that I have lost the weight. I feel like an fraud. My outside looks better, but I continue to feel like if they only could see the real me they wouldn't be thinking I did a great job. Still feel broken. The weight loss was a distraction to keep me from me. As long as I could focus on that I didn't have to face me. I read so much about the physical piece and am wondering if people are not sharing the upheaval that WLS can bring. I don't think I am unique. Would appreciate any feedback.