Lesa Marie
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(Reposting here & don’t know how to delete in general chat). If you’ve read my other post you will know that I struggled a lot the first couple weeks (mainly emotionally) after surgery. After that things started looking up and I’ve been doing really well ever since. Today is a mixture of being overwhelmed homeschooling 3 kids (one who just started high school and one in pre-k), then having my youngest regress and act like he’s going through terrible 2’s again, hardly ever seeing hubby cause he works 6 days a week right now and the list just really goes on and on so I won’t bore you to death. Typically I would find something really good but unhealthy to eat to make myself feel better but now I feel like I’m in a dark room all by myself with no comfort in sight. My best friend (food) and security blanket is gone and I don’t mean like gone on vacation but gone gone. I’m sad, I’m lost and just feel really alone right now in my head. It hasn’t helped that I’ve been soooo hard on myself today for “only” losing 3 lbs this past week. I’ve lost less and I’ve also lost more some weeks. I can’t have my cake and eat it too so I either lose rapidly and not enjoy anything I like or I have them in moderation and lose slower. That’s just how it is and I need to except that. I don’t really have any questions today but just wanted to share my feelings going through this process. Maybe someone else going through this will not make them feel as alone as I do currently.