Hello!! Which surgery are you having? How long ago did you start seeing your care team? What scares you about this? I was nervous, scared, excited the closer I got to surgery. Surgery day I was surprisingly cool as a cucumber. Even my blood pressure was more normal. The prospect of surgery is scary. The prospect of changing eating habits, losing out on foods I’ve always love, and mentally shifting patterns can be even more daunting. But for me, I kept thinking about the more important things that I was missing out on, and the prospect of missing more because of my inability to be active due to my weight. Yesterday I told my husband, “I’ve been eating whatever I’ve wanted however I’ve wanted for 38 years. The next 38 will be more about self care. After that, I’ll be old enough to live how I want.” LOL