IT IS KILLING ME.... not really. I feel better since ive started.. but i generally miss food...... im 7 days in and my surgery day is March 9th... im super scared....... right now i just miss food. im trying not to break. I almost did last night. i almost made scrambled eggs to eat but instead i drank a protein shake and cried in my bathtub...... right now i feel like this surgery is not even worth it.. i know it is..... its just rough,....
