Diet… you might as well use the F word!

[MANDY2910]

I don’t you the word diet either. As I tell my husband. Do not tell me I can’t have something. It makes me want it more. I’m a grown ass woman I deside what go in my mouth and I right now want and need to eat better to get to we’re I want to be. So I’m resonsable for my our come. I want this so bad. I have days where I want some chocolate. Have some and stop. Get going and keep going

My therapist is on my side and that’s enough for me. Called my doctor again to see if she would change her mind and she hasn’t. My therapist is a great guy and has written a letter to the surgeons as well as having a conference call with the psychologist I have to see for my psych eval. I see her officially 6/3. I think it will be ok. My husband is behind me and what I want to accomplish.