Kim M
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I am 3 months into maintenance. I have recently begun to introduce some foods into my food plan that I didn't eat while in the losing phrase. Some have gone well as long as I allow for them in my calorie intake which is 1200. I have read that some people will eat protein bars as a meal replacement or to up their protein if they fall short. I researched protein bars and found one the Simply Bar that was fairly high in protein at 16 grams, 3 grams of sugar and no sugar alcohols. I tried one. It did not satisfy me as a meal replacement and I thought the 160 calories was high for a snack. I decided it didn't work for me and choose not to add them. Fast forward to this week and it was very busy at work and I was out in the field a great deal and just did not have time to take lunch hour. I went back to the protein bars. It was good to eat something as I was running around, but 2-3 hours later I was hungry and wanted a real lunch. Weekend came and I had 3 protein bars left. Tossed one in my bag as I was out running around yesterday and it came in handy. There is an end to this story. I was home for dinner. Fish and veggies. Very satisfied. Then I started thinking about the protein bars. This is the part where the obsession kicks in. Ate a snack and still okay with my calories. Obsession persists. Well you now what happened. Ate the protein bars. I was 400 calories over my limit to maintain my weight. Jumped on the scale this morning just to torture myself and there were the protein bars showing up with a 2 pound gain. Now I understand that 3500 is supposed to equal 1 pound and I certainly did not eat 7000 calories. But this formula has never been my reality. The worst thing about this is I did something that I new would not work for me which then triggered the obsession. As I travel along this path of maintenance which will be my life time there will be bumps in the road. I will learn and make mistakes and learn again. My goal has always been to find peace with food. The truth is for now there are some foods I just cannot eat yet or maybe ever. Trying not to be an all or nothing thinker, but I do not want to trigger the obsession. That is how it is for now. Today is a new day and for now protein bars are not on my food plan. Lesson learned