Hi Kristie, we are all here for you. Just vent away!!! We have all been there. You can do it!!!!! I know at times it gets so hard, sometimes I get sick of everything(protein, water, vitamins,minerals, and tiny bits of food.) See you are not the only one!!! I'll help support you, if you help support me. LOL LOL Deal..Deal !!! Hugs to ya, Carla