Yankee girl
i will keep you in my prayers and i want to congraulate you on your weight loss already 46 pounds is alot, i so desperately wish mine was already here, as other 's have said once you get there they'll keep you busy and as each day passes you can say" i've made it through another one" and knowing that within 6 months or less you'll be out looking for smaller clothes and able to enjoy your summer with ease.
As soon as you are able to let us all know you are ok and how your ordeal was please post, others stories are what keeps all of us trying and watching and hearing about each other succeeding is so rewarding.
Who know's you may write a book or do a broadway show once you reach your goals, the sky is the limit so nothing is impossbile, hang in there know that god is with you and he's made the way for your healthier life to continue on, he has good plans for you, jerimiah 19;11 one of my favorite verses.
Good things are ahead for you.
Donna