Carolyn270
Member
Hi. Its been a while since I originated a post and I apologize. Its been kinda depressing lately. I only have you guys to really show that yall support me. Thats not the depressing part. Its the fact that I actually need a coach. Someone to keep me in line daily. Not hand me a can of pop. I lost five pounds since ly last visit to the doctor but I know for a fact it should be more. I no longer pay close attention to my diet cause everyone around me doesnt. Sad. I am not sure what to ask from anyone where there are a thousand and no questions. I just wanted to be honest and let you know that i might give great advice but its easier typed. I try to follow the plan. Read the guidebook and bug the dietician but i think my depression also plays a role in this failing. I have this "forget it " attitude nowadays. On top of eating poorly because of the glucose issues and the always hungry mode I feel like I wont reach my goal til im 80. If I can survive that long. I hope this message does not brimg your spirits down. I just felt the need to express the current situation.